R.I.P.

Haven been eating for days. And guess what happen. Diet plan succeed! But to tell the truth, it wasn't a plan at all. I never thought of dieting. I guess all the things that happen around me made me lost my appetite at all. Even if i'm hungry, i couldn't eat. I guess i have anorexia.

Went out with family to had lunch. But i dint eat much, no appetite lol. Was at Redbox the whole afternoon. Crying alone in a dark room with beer and cigar feel so pathetic right now. Until my babes came storming in and took my cigar away and scolded me like i'm a fucking bitch that doesn't know better. Words from their mouth stroke into my heart like i'm being stabbed. Painful, but real.

Life sucks. Relationship is even suck-ier! How i feel like hanging myself up and forgot the shit you gave me. But i can't, couldn't and wouldn't. I would be letting everyone down. Family, friends and myself. Families are worry because i don't talk, i don't eat, i don't even sleep anymore. Friends are sad because i look pale, i don't smile nor laugh anymore.

I guess i'm nothing but dead.

Revived.

Hola. It's been a long time since i blogged. My apologies, i was busy with college, friends and also final. Good news is my final has ended and i'm back blogging. Bad news is there won't be much thing to blog anymore. Well, i guessed. Something happened, and i guess life wasn't that perfect and happy like what it had been back then. But what the heck, life goes on.

I finished my last paper at Friday. After the last paper everyone face goes like this.

5 weeks of holiday, FINALLY!  

Went Sunway with my college buds to watch Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter. I sat beside Janice and we were like "AHHHH!" "OMGGG!" and "NOOOO!". LOL. Enjoyed my day with them.

Having 5 weeks of holiday. I'm not gonna waste it. Going to Redang with my buds at July. So i guess i'm gonna find a part time job to earn some lil' money for myself. Kinda bankrupt lol. Any job recommended? No promoter job. But maybe Bar of Club ambassador? Idk yet. I need a highly paid job with short working time. I need $MONEY$.

I'll post more at my next post. About relationship, heart breaking moments, touching love and of course, clubber's life. Stay tuned!