All i can do is run away. Heart is beating like it's having an earthquake, eyes full of tears, fist full of anger, heart full of fear. I dint even look at the cars when i'm running across the road. Idk wth i'm thinking, almost had an accident wtf. Sat down at a coffee shop. And there's goes the day.
No phone calls, no texts, nothing. Guess that's how it ends huh. Ever regretted? Yes. I regretted for being angry. I regretted that i let go in the first place. I REGRETTED THAT I LOSE YOU BECAUSE I WANTED TO KEEP EVERYTHING I HAD. UNTIL I REALIZE YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING. Yes, i regretted, alot.
But sorry doesn't works anymore. Crying doesn't save out relationship anymore. It's gone, ended, dead. I tried everything, but everything doesn't work. And there's the thought, maybe i should just leave, leave the house, leave my family, leave my friends. And wonder to some new place to get my heart patched. But where? How? If i have a car i would leave. If i have the money i would leave. But i don't. Guess things can't always works like i wanted it to.
How i hope that there's a time machine. I'll give out everything just to have that chance to go back and change the things i did, the things i said, the love i lost. If there's still a chance, i would rather lose everything i had, rather to lose the one i love.
Hope u fine now.
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