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It's a blue moon again i guess. And i'm back here blogging. Well, the last post is a month ago, so i guess it's time to do a little update. I am out everynight, like EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. Thanks to my bosses and lady bosses lol. Watched 4 movies in a week. Sinister, Ted, Silent Hill and Paranormal Activity 4. Shisha-ing 7 days a week. Okay maybe not 7 days but let's make it 6 days a week. And guess what, clubbing 0 days a week. This clubber cut down on clubbing, like seriously. Imagine, just last month i was drinking 4 days a week. The club is like my second home lol. I couldn't go a week without drinking for at least 2 days. But now, you couldn't see be in the club, or even in a pub. What happen to this alcoholic? :o

With my baby girl Kelly!

Alot of complicated things happen in this month. But luckily the month is almost over and Christmas is coming! And when Christmas is here, New Year is near! But i'm gonna spend my new year countdown at Taiwan with my family. So no party for me i guess. OR, i'm gonna be partying at Taiwan. Hehe :b

Life in college is still the same though. Just there's much more assignment and presentation coming in. And my final is coming in 6 more weeks! I haven't even did my revision yet. Or i could say that i haven even understand about the first chapter in some subjects. Thinking  about this makes me stress like shit. Seriously have to cut down on the limteh session and movie session. Have to start studying. I don't wanna fail my final and delay my intake for next year degree eh. :(

Friends are somehow changing. Am not really close with my secondary school friends no more. Guess they say that i changed alot. Even my babes no longer find me no more. Urgh. K. Fine. Whatever. Don't really wanna talk about it. Well, in the bright side, my bros are still here. But there's two people i really miss being with. But what the heck, those two Tauruses won't talk to me if i don't talk to them. So just fuck it. I'm sick of being the only one that is trying to hold on to us. This time i won't fucking care.

You won't usually text me first. But when you do, i'm fucking sure that something happen. It's either you're not in a good mood, or you're unhappy. But you never did tell me any reason. You never did share your feelings. Whenever i'm sad, you're always there to listen to me whining and crying. But whenever you need me, i couldn't do anything to cheer you up or help you. Do you even know how useless i feel at that very moment. You said you just need me to be there with you, but you never even did notice that i have never left you. I did not give you up, you're the one who pushed me away.

K. Done with the emotional stuff. It's 3.20pm and i haven had my lunch. Craving for McDonald lol. Missing my two baby bitches too. :(

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